things are still rocky as im trying to find a new job

i just bounce around in the workforce as I'm a creative at heart and it isn't useful in the jobs offered to me. but i will find a way to make my music in the meantime

at a low point and i am in limbo with creating things ... i fear that i have been away to long from producing as its been 3 weeks since ive really been able to work on something ... im always thinking on it so maybe the time will help me focus on a project .. as an ADHD human our biggest problem is making plans then we never see through but i will never and have never stopped making music .. it is my peace in this crazy world

i have ideas for vocal work and am learning new ways to use the voice i was given in this life... ive been stuck on not changing it in performance as i wanted to stay true to my original voice. i wonder if i am inspiring anyone to be confidant in their voice by doing so as i intended. but i can play a part as voices are the same as acting in that one persons has a range of many voices.

i will be getting more experimental with my voice in the coming works as i have no regard for rule in that.

on another note i am concerned with the amount of porn coming again to this site as when i was a kid i was harmed by it as well as the people who group around it. there is a lot of youth here and the science and history doesn't lie about what that brings.

Kids roam this site so be safe. make and mark your pieces accordingly.. it is of most importance to keep the youth from these proven harmful things

please keep your eyes open in this field