Working on music as always

learning new ways to use my voice in the art form .. this currant thing I'm working on is sounding good but the writing of lyrics needs work. writing lyrics seem to be getting easier though it is still a chore for me to get to

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Struggling at work.. its my 4th week there and the boss doesn't like that i smile a lot while i work

looking for other work around but finding a job that like me around is hard. management doesn't seem to like me.. i don't understand why. all i try to do is work and do the job and I'm nice to everyone. maybe I'm too quiet as i don't say much but when i talk i get in trouble with management. ... i need to find something as even this job doesn't cover my rent .. I'm in debt heavy and don't know when ill see something more then a negative number in my bank

Ive done mail-sorting, cooking and serving, medical manufacturing, loading planes, inventory management, stocking and warehousing .. I've even scored and cut glass to make glass windows and door for houses and skyscrapers.. i don't know where i would be good at this point but i need to make at least minimum wage here soon or this is going to get impossible to continue making things

my currant job pays 3 dollars under minimum wage.. i have no choice at the moment.

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working on ideas for the naming of the project

So far the name for the project is "The Swell"

I might change the name as things flush out

the direction may change and is constantly changing so a better name might be chosen

had a few ideas that i cant seem to get right for it but ill keep working until i have an art piece that matches the album

sadly no money to commission .. just gotta work with what i have as usual

i am not happy with these yet and will be working to get a better result

the top is my favorite but it doesn't quite fit the theme

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sorry for the pause on music uploads its been rough lately

Thank you to everyone who enjoys my work

it brings me happiness

Without you things would feel a lot worse

truly a blessing

ill always be back in some way